i've been sleeping with my best friend, who happens to be my current guy's best friend. (like BESTEST BESTEST friend) what was a painfully close big-brother/little-sister relationship has grown into a full-on romantic and physical entanglement complete with illegitimate, erm, creationism. what started as a completely consensual three-way is now breaking off into three relationships and dissolving my best friend's marriage.
a few weeks ago i realized why i'm okay with sleeping with someone who's already married. MY boyfriend hurt me. He slept around with another girl, married her and even got her pregnant. We're together, but he's never officially broken it off with his other "wife". F can't hurt me. I think. It seems all well and good to have someone look after you when you're the other woman. Then he stopped going home. They only really text each other now and he says he's fallen for me. Really, it sounds less immature and more serious and hard to swallow in real life.
Maybe all along i've really felt like the other woman to my boyfriend. maybe...if i bring this up it would rupture the whole family.
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